luv u (except if ur white then...we have to make a proposition here sry).
being in somewhat sane/healthy mind & body.
ill never do anything willingly or knowingly that will jeopardize my safety, wellbeing, life.
i will NOT sacrifice myself for you. will not be your mammy. will not be your mule. will not be your towel to wipe your shortcomings, snot tears about how sorry you are that you hurt me, your failures, your insecurities on. will not be here for you to kick. will not swallow all the things you have done to me, for the betterment of us or you or your sanity, your self conscious. i will not stay. i will not learn to hate myself for the purpose of loving you. will not allow your self determination to override my self preservation. will not kill myself for the pleasure you find in making yourself happy & having someone who will “ride or die”, for the purpose of having someone stay silent, for the purpose of having someone who will tell you “i love you” because they dont know what love is, what it was meant to be, in this time & in this space & in this place. i will not hesitate to kill you if it means confusion within myself. i will not listen to your lists of how wrong i am, while validating how right you are. i will not. will not. will not.
if it comes between me & you, i will save myself ALWAYS, every time. its the one thing you should bet on.
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